Our lives are a little up in the air right now. We are expecting a baby which along with the excitement also brings a certain amount of uncertainty. I think this uncertainty grows with health care professionals and especially those like myself that treat and love kids with disabilities. As much as I already love this child, there is definately some fear.
On top of that, we are in a time that we're not sure about what to do with jobs. I really want to stay working some but not as much. So 1)do I stay at my job? Can I find another? Can we afford another job? Could we still afford daycare? All questions that I don't know answers too. Put all of this uncertainty into Christmas when I LOVE to spend money to get good gifts for all of my family and we have quite a delimma. So today, after talking to my husband, I was feeling really down. I was contemplating who I should call to make the no gift agreement. I decided to wait a little bit, pray, and enjoy the company of A. As she was having her snack, I logged onto the computer and stumbled across this blog http://www.littlebitfunky.com/ with her entry entitle allow me to encourage you. I"m encouraged. Maybe this is the year for handmade gifts. I don't know the answer but I do know that I just got a little bit more certain of our future.
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